PERSONALITY:
Vai is a quiet, observant person. She tends to try maintain a low profile, and does not enjoy being in the spotlight. On the surface, Vai appears composed, demure, and in control of herself. She can come across as a bit emotionless, but only because she keeps a rather tight leash on her emotions, preferring to filter and consider everything she says and the ways she reacts. She does not enjoy, and rarely loses her cool.

However, underneath her composed exterior is a different story. Vai gets these bursts of anger and violent urges that she tries to suppress. She lives her life based on a societally imposed set of morals, because she thinks she is supposed to behave this way, as well as for her own convenience in living undisturbed as a functioning member of society. However, she is often fighting with this rising ‘darkness’ in her, which is part of a manifestation of her undiagnosed BPD, seemingly triggered by the smallest of things sometimes- someone being too loud on the street, a rude interaction with a coworker, the sound of a clock ticking late at night. When these bursts trigger, she will try to stamp down the feelings, her inner mantra being ‘don’t go crazy, don’t go crazy’.

In terms of leisure, Vai enjoys being alone, and exploring old places. Perhaps stemming from her upbringing in Rapa Nui, she likes history, and unravelling the secrets of said history and mysteries. She also feels she can think clearer in more old, removed places, when she is all alone.


ASPIRATION:
In terms of her career, Vai aspires to be a successful Cursebreaker. Her desire to unravel mysteries, as well as her own curiosities regarding dark magic, the opportunity for travel, and capacity to work solo is what inspired her to pursue such a job. She is currently in her second year as a trainee and thus far is enjoying it. Although she wants to succeed and do very well in her industry, Vai would also prefer to stay out of the public eye, succeed quietly, rise up the ranks quietly, if such a thing is even possible.

In other aspects of her life, Vai wants to reconcile the darkness within her one way or another. Whether that is by working hard to overcome it, and finding the light, as she knows her father would want, or slowly embracing it, she is not yet sure, but she wants to rid herself of the moral conflict she faces one way or another.

She doesn’t know yet whether or not she wants a family. The idea of finding love appeals to her on a base level, but the practicalities of finding such a person make her somewhat doubtful, given her lack of social inclinations and the BPD (although she is not yet aware that that’s what it is). She does not believe in her current ability to be a good mother, and so kids are currently the last thing on her mind, although perhaps one day with the right person…maybe.

LIKES:
-Small animals (especially cats and rabbits)
-Makeup
-Fashion
-Snow
-Night time
-Exploring abandoned places
-Solitude
-Reading
-Fire
-Languages
-Runes
-Candles
-Rain
-Classical music
-Misty/foggy mornings
-Dark chocolate

DISLIKES:
-Loud people
-Being dishevelled/not put together
-Losing her cool
-Being scrutinised
-Mess
-Physical touch
-Red meat
-Crowds
-Surprises
-Loud clock ticking sounds
-Humidity
-Cheap perfume
-Bright light
-Wet sock
-Chapped lips
-Getting blackout drunk